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date: Sunday, November 30, 2008
time:10:16 PM
Hi all! In case you people are wondering, yes! i am alive! Muahahahahha. Too bad for you. :)
So I have been pretty much an MIA kid this whole week cause i hven't been blogging (lost the mood) anndddddddd i've been appearing offline most of the time on msn. :D

Mm.. lets see how my week went!
Monday, training at TSH. Ran like a freaking lot, and till like abt 10minutes before the end of training, i had asthma attack D: Ohdearrrr. Cause we had to keep restarting the drill so i just kept on sprinting, rawrxz! Nvm, fast recovery after using the inhaler. Whoooooo. Went to meimei's house after that, wanted to go skating but..... weather didnt look too good :( Damnit!

Watched Vampire Knight + Vampire Knight Guilty (FYI, both are animes) on Monday and Tuesday. Woohoooo, finished (: I'm so addicted. Had mass dance on tuesday hehexz. Tiki making was fun! Went to bugis after tht with my honey :}
Shopped around, :D I am a fussy fussy person!!!! Wahahahahahhaa.
Honey: "aiyoooo!!! lower your standards can anot!!!" Hehehehe. We did stupid things like waiting for our milktea to be cold while we walked around coldstorage, and..looking at the amount of fats in all the chocs. Hehe! Omg bugis street has stupid stuff (so disgusting!!) lolxz.

and we saw a crooked christmas tree!

So odd right! Haha.
Went to macs for desserts yumyum. Walked around more but still didnt wanna go home. Had dinner at KFC :) Home-d :) :) :)


Wednesday was quite shit lar. I woke up early in the morning all ready to go skate with honey / nikki&bern AND IN THE END.... i had a last minute call from my aunt who needed someone to be a receptionist asap and get to the office in 15minutes. Since i am only one stop away from Sing Post, i had to go as a favour D: So, plans cancelled. Gah!
I dont even know how much i'm paid for working lar, until now. Sheesh. Worked as a receptionist at HSBC insurance, so torturous. Haha. I HATE doing customer related things like answering calls and all that rubbish.
At least my dad and aunt both gave me extra money cause i was being such a good girl to go work, haha! Went home and.. watched... Why Why Love! :D MIKE HE!!!!! My love love loveeeeely husband. Lololol. Rainie yang, you suckxz!


Watched till like 5+++am, slept for 3hours and rushed to TSH for training. Which, thankfully, wasnt as tiring as monday's. Though we did learn even more higher level drills which i'm glad we're actually progressing into :D Was supposed to go International Plaza with kissingpartner but we didnt bring our IC, so in the end we joined some of the girls at tamp macs before heading to east point for BK lunch with chengnee&weiling:) Btw, we saw the springfield girls at tamp macs! So touched that they still remembered us! And, we're gonna have a friendly with them!! Think its gonna be weird seeing adrian again, haha. Been discussing about our flrball christmas party/stayover which will most prolly be at naomi's house! Yays! I got myself a knee support cause its been hurting quite often.. Watched why why love till late.


Training on friday in TJ, got the shock of my life when only 5 of us were there in the hall, staring ....... because..... only 5 of us to set up the ultra big court with the ultra heavy boards. Ohmy.......... Along with carrying the heavy goalposts up from the store too. But, we managed to do it after half an hour. Gosh. That was totally warm ups already cause we were perspiring like mad and nursing blisters on our hands already. Lol. Coach came and.. stopped us while we were doing our drills halfway, saying "ok stop girls. to tell you honestly, i have never trained with 5 girls only..get a radio and plug it in" Woohoo, from then on, cool siolxz :} Music + Floorball is like COOLBANANAS!!!!!!!!!! wl&mel came later so it was the 7 of us + coach~


Played match, and my team won! BOTH!!!! GO US! Hahahahhaha! Coach had no choice but to give us a treat, hehe! Went opp for bubutea (coach's treat!) lalala! Saw mr gino and shouted across to him! Haha. back to school keep boards then to pizza hut for lunch! Originally wanted LJS, but then the air conditioning was spoilt, wth. Lunch was funny, Pinn xian is Nama. LOL. headed to macs to do work with wl&cn for awhile before heading to ECP to meet nikki that idiot, who was LATE. ahems. skated awhile before going parkway for icecream and.. bubutea, AGAIN! :D


I went home by myself after that k, stupid nikki. He refused to let me go the roxy bus stop and made us wait there like dumbos la. STILL MAKE ME ASK IRIS WHAT TIME THE BUS COME. GRRRR. Went for family dinner, watched more of darling mike he before sleeping.ooooh, recieved neighy's message around 2+ in the morning exclaiming that she was back! :D Hehe!
Saturday was probably the latest time i ever woke up. 1pm leh! pig siolxz. mike he, church, home, mike he. and yes, i'm finally done with the show! yipee :) Bern left for HK on friday though, lonelylonely me again. Lolxz. SOPHIAAAAAAA ?!

oh my nails pretty right :D i know, thanks! muahahahaha. (hehe..i took it in church cause i went like 30minutes early!)


Woke up at 6+ this morning. Skating with neighy! :D This time, with guanjie cycling too! Went to the suntec end, then headed to bedok jetty before meeting neighy's parents again at carl's (&) Jr. hahaha. breakfast and home-d :D ok my life is damn boring, i know. (santaclaus) went to town with parents & DC..

rainin rainin! damn the weather.
anyway, happy! bought a Little Miss Sunshine waterbottle at taka, 11bucks and its so adorable! the carpark fee cost almost as much as my baobeibottle can, wth. yay for my bottle! its cute and its totally me 0:)
I think i saw an old friend.... but of course, didnt dare say anything. D: mm. went tampines, had crystaljade dinner before leaving my family to walk around TM and i had to..go for LEO. yesssssssssssssssssssss!!!! hahahhahahh. I WENT FOR LEO. Duuuuuuuuude, i'm such a kind soul with a gigantuous heart >:D

I felt like puking after eating so much at CJ la, yet i still went for leo. How touching. Haha. And kns, got scammed! Fundraising supposedly in TM, it ended up at a field beside tampines MRT station cause there was some tampines carnival thingy going on. LOL. So, TJC's leo club & entrepreneur club had 2 booths selling stuff. mm.. saw a few eye candies on wheels! ;D
i bought 3 badges and icecream too, see how supportive i am. heeeeexz. got rejected so many times while selling the SPCA stuff. Oh ya, leo was selling stuff to help raise funds for SPCA. Go me!
Reached home around 9.30, watched Vampire Knight Guilty latest episode and here i am.

K la, need to do some talking now. Training tmr! Gbye 8)


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date: Sunday, November 23, 2008
time:11:27 PM

i soooo cannot wait!
watched like alot many of the trailers on youtube and on some other websites too lol. not fair la, release so late in singapore.


anyway hello ah. i went jb today, damn sudden eh.
it was a last minute kinda thing that my parents decided to go in the morning so off we went! its like the 3rd time in my whole life i've been to jb, but i feel like it never changed since the 1st time i went, lol.
jam jam jam as usual at the causeway, so sleepy. lunched at kenny roger's, yummy :) :) :) its definitely cheaper there, haha. therefore, eat more! :D


walked around some place called jusco, nothing much actually. or maybe i wasn't in the right mood. hmm...... bought a very cute notebook for 8SGD though, it looks like those kind from artbox! 'cept its a littttttle bit cheaper :) yay.


went for dinner at some place .. IDK where!
ordered quite alot of food, *burps*
and watermelon juices came in the huge sharkie freeze cups!!!! :D :D :D

yum!!!!!!! doesnt look very appetising here cause we were already halfway thru the food, hahahaha. what, you think i wait for all the food to come then i eat meh. plsssssssssss..priority is my stomach, NOT YOU. lolxz.

the cereal crayfish!!!! its bloody delicious.
and my daddy ordered a hell lot! one whole mountain of crayfish and i thought we couldn't finish the food!
"we come all the way here for what purpose? to eat this right? of course order more lar!"
okaaaaaaaaaay..we finished it anyway. and i happily cleaned up all the cereal from the plate WHOOTS. shiok ttm :D :D :D

home-d aftr dinner! stuck in the traffic jam again zzzz. duh after eating, i sleep. awesomenessssss. i want to go KL! never been there before. o_O parents want me to go genting with them during december. but i don't wanna miss training, so.. i said no. :) anyway its boring. all i do there is eat and sleep and walk around doing nothing and eat more.

alright i'm tired and theres training tomorrow.
i spent the last few minutes before blogging staring at the ben&jerry's chunk fest vermonster contest.. thinking of a team name and all that stuff. hahaha. nvm i shall ask the girls tomorrow for ideas! and the part on "we want to be in Vermonster because.." needs to be REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLL good so that we can be shortlisted to take part!
ONLY TEN TEAMS!
NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO JOIN OK. less competition for us :D
but if you DO join, and YOU GET IN... and i dont (touch wood, wont be so unlucky that you can and i can't) , i'm joining your team. GOT THAT!!?!?!?!
Good.

Now, goodbye! I shall stop blogging here temporarily for the next few days.
So, let me leave you with a story to read when you're bored! It's from the church's Advent 2008 Reflections booklet - BEING A PEOPLE OF HOPE, in case you wanna know :)

A water bearer in India had two large pots, one hung on each end of a pole that he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, but the other pot was perfect, and always delivered a full portion of water at the end of the long walk from the stream to the master's house, while the cracked pot arrived only half full.

This went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water to his master's house. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was very ashamed of its imperfection, and was miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.

The cracked pot, after two years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream.
"I am very ashamed of myself, and I want to apologise to you."
"Why?" asked the water bearer.
"What are you ashamed of?"
"For the past two years, I have only been able to deliver half of my real capacity, because this crack in my side allows water to leak out all the way back to the master's house. Because of my flaws, you have to do all of this work, and you don't get full value from your efforts."


On the journey back to the master's house the water bearer said to the pot, "Do you see the flowers on your side of the path? That's because I have always known about your flaw, and put it to good use. I planted flower seeds on your side of the path and every day while we walk back from the stream, you've watered them. I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate my master's table. If you weren't the way you are, he wouldn't have the flowers for his house."


Each of us has our own unique flaws. We're all cracked pots. But if we will allow it, the Lord will use us in spite of our flaws, to bring about the reign of God.

Gosh, that took quite awhile to type out. Hope you enjoyed the beautiful story :)
Wlao, so many people do their holi hwk already wth. I must achieve my goal and do holi hwk for once in my life! Holi hwk was never collected back in TK =/ I miss TK!!! D:
And come on, i still have alot of work to catch up from this year so i have to stop going out so much! and playing! and eating and sleeping. hehe! but its the holidays!!!!!!!!!!!! rawrrrrrrrxz!
okay, if i dont finish my math assignments and GP hwk by 6Dec, i shall NOT GO FOR CHUNKFEST! OMG.
Right, i take that back.
I shall.. clean my room as punishment! yeah thats it. bye for awhile :}
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date: Saturday, November 22, 2008
time:10:13 PM

I haven't gotten down to doing that important thing.
Just surfing th net for twilight stuff, watching trailers and what not.
And i know, it's not because i'm procrastinating this time.
I'm simply avoiding. I made the decision, yet can't bring myself to do it.
Argh, what an inner turmoil. :(


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date:
time:8:14 PM
G'day darlings! :)

Met the other 4 flrballers at tanahmerah at 9.30am and headed to the airport :D
Saw alien and remembered something, so we went downstairs to do the card. lol.


sat by the fountain :}

lol octopus, trying to mass dance ah. hahahahahhaa.

the four of them

and me :D

went up after completing the card, hung around chatted with them.
royce hehe jiehan hehe alien hehehe.
luohan LOL.


flrball girls!

alien reading the card

shes so hungry she can eat it up.

took more pixz and my stupid cam ran out of batt WTHHHH. nvmmmmm, pics with alien&ter.
soon it was time for them to leave. oooh and saw kow's parents, look hip wor! but kow was daoooooooo lol. eh kow take care of yourself there ah! don't fall and injure your ankle or what siolx.

naomi had to leave for a wedding after that haha. maybe same wedding that shengxian was attending today too ah.


so many people! oh and there was this super duper tall vj guy wa he confirm will never go missing one pls.

last alien face before she left!

lol, went upstairs to wave byebye to kow alien ter hahaha.
then we walked walked walked and took so long to decide what to eat.
took skytrain whee! to T2, and finally decided to have fish&co yumyum :D


sharkie freeze! at least this time they didn't cheat us liek on JTS day! hehe, the reaaaaaal big cup yay!

meimei!

ahahahhaa. daodangui. and i'm wearing the fish&co bookmarkish thing lol.

i tried something new today! swordfish collar instead of my usual nyfish&chips :D
omgah damn nice! but super hard to eat, i was like the slowest to finish, for once. haha.

her fishychips!

dao dan gui and chengnee!

mei&i! bad angle bad angle.
i can't seem to take nice pictures these days ):
took super long to eat also partly cause daodangui&i kept singing songs. haha. chengnee&meimei also couldnt finish their nyfish&chips so i finished up for them too. ohnooooo, goodbye to losing weight hahahaha. yay i love sharkiefreeze, so much passion in it O:)

finished eating around 1++pm, chengnee had to go meet her mummy at tampines so the 3 of us went to macs. to do work. right :D hahahahhaahaha. i didnt bring anything though,didnt plan on studying. but the ever ready meimei brought things for me to do, cause she just knew i wouldnt bring anything. waseh, very forward looking ah. next time can be MP in singapore already. hahahaha.

spent 3hours there and i did..about 6mathquestions and left a few blank too. hehe! was so sleepy and i just kept talking and talking and talking. octopus so sian she just put her head down and listen to me go on and on. wasnt very hungry but still went to have yummy sundae icecream anyways. aiya, you cant grow fat in a day la.

took 36 with meimei and she went home while i had to rush for church. okay i wouldnt have been late if not for the bus uncle taking a toiletbreak ya, and the trafficstrawberryjam at marine parade. gahxz. luckily i wasn't thaaaaaaaaat late so i didnt get scolded, whew.
home-d. i'm tired but i've got something important to do by midnight. rawrrrrs, i gotta do it man, can't wait no longer.

alright i'm off now. will blog later maybe! i've got nice twilight pictures! heard the soundtracks online, nice! decode by paramore.
falalala! can't wait for 18Dec :)

and i'm so glad that the friendly on tuesday is cancelled, gosh. i think i will die la. i only just started training again after so long, i'm not ready for a friendly! hmm, this week quite busy again floorball 3 days, mass dance pract on tues & LEOfundraising on sunday! like i know, you're probably going ... you're in LEO club!? HAHAHAHAHA.
dude, i'm so serious its not even funny. i'm so kind and charitable (a)
lawls.

oh ya, thebballers also went cambodia today eh! clara left yesterday though, one day earlier. is cambodia like the new hotspot for doing voluntary work or what. go ethiopia la! lol. dangerrrrr.
OMG AND HOW CAN I FORGET!!!!!! AHHH :D Happy!
Mr tan says next year flrball can go overseas! Nearest wld be penang, furthest to PERTH! hope we can bug him to bring us downunder :D :D :D
Alright, the important thing calls. Sigh.
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How can I decide what’s right when you’re clouding up my mind
I can’t win your losing fight all the time
How can I ever own what’s mine when you’re always taking sides
But you won’t take away my pride, no not this time
Not this time…

How did we get here
When I used to know you so well
But how did we get here
I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes and its hanging on your tongue

Just boiling in my blood but you think that I cant see
What kind of man that you are, if you’re a man at all
Well I will figure this one out on my own

I’m screaming I love you so
My thoughts you can’t decode
How did we get here

when I used to know you so well
But how did we get here
I think I know


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time:12:34 AM
Stupid kidxz!
Ah just felt like saying that.
Mm, once again i happily wasted my whole day doing nothing but to sleep eat & read.. until 4++ when honey managed to get me out of the house to ecp. Lol. started jogging and the first place i jogged past was the skating rink and of all people i had to see ! the twinxz. okay fine fine bearie spotted me first and waved but me being the blind bat without spectacles only saw him when i got closer heexz.

Righhhhhhhhhhhttttttttt. whatever happened to skating to changi! >:( hmph.
ran quite a distance before calling honey and she was at ngee ann primary! so i jogged back to like.. the OHB there to meet her halfway, and we jogged to the lighthouse(revisit memories! D:), and then to the lagoon, and back to macs. omgxz.

ohhhmyyyytiaaaaaaaaan. this is the first time i've jogged with someone who can push me so hard to run. ahhhh fine i'm making myself sound like i ran so much but hehe i stopped alot LOL.
heyhey i ran and i perspired! whatttttheeeeeeeeeheavennnnnnnn siolx.
tired like anything pls.
oh saw a cute guy jersey 17 hehe! but! i think he is younger...................
aiya whatever, cute has no age limit man. (:O {Just look at me! alright you can put the rock downnn} he has a chinese name similar to bearie's. rawrxz, cheenapok i dowan. hahahah. my motivation to run can, lololol.

anyhoooo, it started to rainnnnn when we were going back mm. we called our parents to fetch haha. had dinner at ikea, and so i had a totally wasted trip at ecp. ate so much! ohdearrrr. ):
okayes i'm gonna turn in early (its almost 1am, early in the morning) hahaha. going to the airport tomorrow morning with the flrballers! send the tip people off. yes royce i'll miss you! shamelessly ask us to blog about him when he's gone so that he'll be remembered. bu yao liannn. hahahahah!

bye all! it's the 22nd of november..
Happy 18th birthday jo! >:D


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date: Friday, November 21, 2008
time:4:40 PM
'Never easier but a little less hard, perhaps. It's always at the forefront of my mind, every single waking and sleeping moment. The hurt begins to...not quite disappear, but it's as though it evaporates so that it's always there in the air around me, ready to rain down when i least expect it. Then when the hurt goes, anger takes its place, when the anger runs out of steam, loneliness steps in to take over. It's a neverending circle of emotions; every lost emotion being replaced by another.'

A Place Called Here.


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time:1:17 PM
Lol. I woke up at 9am to eat and fell asleep immediately again, only to wake at 1pm, to eat. LOL.
Ahhhhh damn. I forgot to turn off the com last night! ):
Lucky my parents didnt see, or else they're gonna nag again! Stupid tendency to fall asleep when i'm on the com........ Haha.

K ah some random pictures from the past few days.

Kabam! On saturday at downtown before madagascar2!

:( I seem to see this number many many many many times this holiday.


Wednesday! Went to Tung lok at paramount for lunch zzzz. I do not particularly enjoy eating dimsum though, gah. D: Just forced down the food rawrxz.

some charsiew thingy which tasted like banana! LOL. it may very well be my tastebuds' fault.

fatty DC

now this is the thing with the real banana but it didnt taste like banana thanks to the prawny inside YUCKS. prawny suckxz!

hehe couldnt finish the remaining food already.

slacked around at home before going for training. almost overslept k! whew. i forgot to bring my stick and had to rush back again lolxz.
dad fetched to valhall, saw like some tk mj peeps! hi!!! :D omgxx i miss tk crazycrazy!
didnt see fattybao though, cause she left already! waddaaaaa.
training was like DANG DANG DANGGGGGGGG...
Tired is an understatement indeed.
Wasehhhhhhhhhh. I mean, the front part with the drills and all were okay, reasonable yes.
Then coach suddenly mentioned the suicides that he forgot about the previous training (cause grace sprained ankle) so, double or nothing! made us do penalty shots to see whether it was 16 suicides or nothing.
then he gave us another chance (cause we didnt manage to get 6 penalty shots it) , 24 or nothing.
OHMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
He said something like "think carefully about what you want to do and just go for it" (meaning the penalty shot we have to do)
and i was like "ohman i know what i DON'T want to do, and that is 24 freaking suicides OMG!!"

Freaking hell we didnt have to do 24suicides man overjoyed TTM!!!! :D But okay the game at the end made up for the suicides la huh. just kept on going and going and goingggggggg. *faints* i played both defend & forward and just knocked out after everything. lol.

Mass dance in school yesterday was okay! Learnt 3 dances already how proooooo ?! The sun at the netball court was terrible though grr! Made me look like a lobster so flushed hehe. Embarrassed worxz! Had fun during mass dance with BURGER. hahaahhahaa. Oh come on weiling&bern! time to show off your erm, dance talents yes?! LOLOLOL.
Went opp for BUBUTEAAA AND instantnoodles to eat in school. and i was craving for another bubutea! So thanks bern for helping me buy! :D

Tiki making after that i had no energy and was too lazy to talk much! Lol. Buttttt it was fun! It felt like art attack all over again. Hahahahhahaa. Damn, i miss my art club days in pri sch HAHAHA. After everything, went to cityhall with mei&phoe :D

Scamming picture!!!
Hahaha. Walked around suntec before heading downstairs to the fountain for pepper lunch! :)

Dangdangdang, twntytwo again!

Gahhhxz. Yumyum pepperlunch. Then bern&weiling joined us when we were almost done eating! Hehez. Anyway, i need to bring them(mei phoe and all) out more ok!!! deprived children hahaha. i dont know how you all can count the number of times you all ate at a particular place!!! and omg, never been to nyny is a CRIMEEEEE!!! yummy lets go out again soon hehe!
walked around headed to marinasq too bef mei&phoe left around 6 so the 3 of us walked around more hehexz.

new godiva at citylink and bloodyhell private event damn shiok pls. hot chocolate and all that omgzzz. nvm, grow fat you people. hmph. speaking of weight, muahahaha i lost 2kg! probably thanks to that problem on monday and tuesday yayness!

home-d around 7.30 and idk what i was doing the whole time actually hmm. supposed to go out today with somebody today but lazyass is tired! anyway have fun in japan! :D BUY ME SOMETHING MUAHAHAHHAA.
Oh ANDANDAND, neighy went to japan yesterday! Talked to her online cause her hotel lobby cafeat kyoto has internet! :D Waaaaaa i miss her too!!! Her trip sounds super duper fun man!

I love the holidays cause you dont have to see people you dont want to see and you can choose who you want to see! But!!! i can't exactly choose now that everyones growing wings and flying everywhere! and the 2d bbq is cancelled D: So many people overseas rahhhh.

what shall i do today then hmm! maybe molest the piano that has already become my table for putting stuff on. hahahaha. and perhaps go ecp later with honey!

All your dreams got lost or traded
And all you ever cared about got lost


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date: Thursday, November 20, 2008
time:9:48 PM
Hello darlings!
Remember i mentioned a few weeks back about the B&J Chunk Fest at Fortcanning? :D
Heres the highlight! (to me, that is)

One of the exciting events in the Festival is the Vernmonster Challenge! It's a monster ice-cream combination that consists of...
20 scoops of BnJs Ice Cream
10 scoops of chopped Walnuts
5 scoops of fresh whipped cream
4 scoops of hot fudge5 chocolate chip cookies
2 scoops of m&ms2 scoops of Reeses
2 scoops of chocolate Jimmies
1 GIANT homemade brownie

OHMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY *covers mouth*
I'm totally going, hahahahhahahha. WHO WANTS TO FORM THE TEAM OF 4 WITH ME?!!?
Muahahhaahaha. Happy happy :D

Btw, have you heard of kaypohgirl.blogspot.com?! Lolness, its like gossipgirl, except.. a very unglam name coupled with the not as scandalous lives of singaporeans. Yeaaaaaaap. :) :) :)


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time:12:48 AM
training was stressful and exhausting. the game at the end really killed.
do we really know the difference between trust and luck?
that was uncalled for.
gah..... tired.


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date: Wednesday, November 19, 2008
time:10:45 AM

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.


Ahahahaha hello zaoan! So familiar wor zaoan.. You didnt like chinese but still keep using zaoan and wanan wor!
Okay shut up i must still be dreaming but its ok!
I prefer to live in my dreams cause then everythings the way i want it to be!
AND you can relive your dreams too! Thats why i shall sleep more often from now on.
Then i can continue living in my perfect world with you you you!

Hehe ok enough! I shall not reveal anymore of my secrets! hahahahhaa. trying to scammmmm me ah, you people!

Nowwwwww! On to serious news!

Millions of people worldwide may be taking costly medications and making life changes needlessly to treat the chronic respiratory disorder in which airways suddenly constrict in response to allergens, cold air, exercise, or emotional stress.
Globally, the latest data indicates 300 million people have asthma and the figure is projected to rise to 400 million cases by 2025

See la see la, thats why i cannot go to winter places! Too cold i will get asthma de wor! And no wonder this year i get so many asthma attacks! EXERCISE.. and SO MUCH EMOTIONAL STRESS. Waaaaaaaaa D: THEREFORE, no emotional stress anymore for me okay! Or else i will die. Hahaha. MAKE ME HAPPY YOU.
I miss TK much!!!! No emotional stress, no exercise! :D
Don't come TJ! Lots of exercise, but emotional stress depends on yourself la deyyy!

Oh well i don't feel alone now. I have 300million pals! Hello friends!

I may very well be going mad.
Hehehe. Sophia went off to Laos this morning, hope she'll do fine there!! I miss her already D:
Yesterday i spent my whole day watching gossipgirl because some of the links are broken! Annoying. And i slept most of the day too! At night was more productive though.
Time spent googling fruits and how to grow taller!
As well as playing viwawa with partner! and talking to other people whee!
Mwahahhahaha.
I'm going to do breathing exercises everyday from now on! Lolxz.

Alright i shall think of what i want to do today from now till about 4pm. Flrball training later at valhall until 8+pm!!! May i survive! :D

I've got a list of things that i want this holiday! A red adidas jacket is one of them and momster said ok already! Wheeeeeeee 8)
Aiya ok maybe i blog later if i bored hao maaaa! Royce ask me call him now wor. Lolxz. Byebye!

Did you knowwwww pineapples do not grow on trees!


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date: Tuesday, November 18, 2008
time:6:34 PM

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less that we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.


We bury our love in the windsory grave
Along came the snow, was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side, as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak.
And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the flows under our feet
Led into the sea
Nothing was left for you and me.


We're not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There's nowhere where we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it's true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.


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time:2:12 PM
Hello to you, i'm alive but i've definitely felt better. D:

Now, just some pictures from sentosa the other time. Finally got them from meimei yesterday.
I'm not feeling good enough to type captions.



















Haha oh the obscenity. A big bottle, packs and boobs. LOL.

Linda doesnt the guys' actions look familiar.... hahaha. The guy behind junliang also posing for our picture?



those who went! (:

our evil plan to bury the shirts didnt work out in the end.







I don't know what is funny abot this 0:)

not to mention grossssssssssss. busy hiking in nepal now ah somebody!

fifi my cat.

small little boy!


beautiful sky!

by height? hehee. someone's checking them out there, caught in action!



Christmas is coming!
This year has passed way too fast. Like the only thing i can remember for this year is that. And it isn't a very pleasant memory.
Alright so sunday was supposed to be "lets start doing work" day at tampines starbucks but it ended up as a shopping for presents day at tampines, suntec,marina & raffles.
Home-d near 10pm, many many solid hours of walking till my legs were gonna break. Saw quite a few people around too mm.

Didnt go for mass dance yesterday cause i was feeling like crap. Just kill me ): And the plan was to go meimei's house to do work after mass dance and then go nikki's house to meet the gang. Alas, not the case. D: Turned in around 7pm and had to keep waking up during 1 hour intervals zomg so torturous. I still feel like crap. Howwww on earth am i gonna train like this tomorrow evening. I better be well by then. >:(

Not even able to go out today sheesh. Sorry royce D: Spent my whole day so far watching gossipgirl, yeaaaaap. I still have cashmere mafia and 90210 to watch too.
Sophia's going Laos tomorrow for OCIP :( Neighy to japan on thurs, royce alien & ter to taiwan on saturday. Waaaaaaaaaa :(

I shall just rot at home and die if this kills me.
Oh and i decided to get the floorball shirt, i must be possessed.
And did i mention, the smallest size for the lovely num sandals i want is too big for me?
T_T devastated, i am.

Bah, i hope i'm better and feeling fine by tonight. Or else i'm really not gonna get sleep at all.
Anyway, 2D bbq changed date to the 28th of November, 86 Edelweiss Park which is dexter's house. Yeaaaaaaaaap.
I want to skate soon D:
I also want to watch Bedtime stories!

Thats all for now.

B, gahhh!!! exasperated.
this feeling of nonexistence by you again.


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